angry boy

im listening 'the wolf is dead'.
things are coming together. finishing the writing of album 4 has been tough, i mean, it still is, its not done yet, but i have the frame work for the remaining songs. just cant seem to get anything i like. starting another project, it involves me learning how to use some software, i think i need some gear, like a midi keyboard, some mics, an interface, and an electric guitar. donations very fucking welcome. my note pad is full of ramblings, and its approaching time to filter out the utter shite. brighton is under a chunk thick sheet of ice. havent slipped yet. jinxed. 'is this it? this is it. this is all that you get. youre just like everybody else, you live, you work, you die, thats it.' ah come on, its not that bad, is it? feeling like this year is going to be productive. lots of material to get documented. twenty ten, cargill, twenty ten.

p.s. as of today, im a manville, and i want the whole world to know.